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September 24: Whatever it Cost Journal Entry: Today, I felt like I was walking around in God's presence all day. I don't even know how to fully describe what I've been feeling lately. There has been so much gratitude, so much worship, and such a strong desire to be close to Him. I wake up wanting more of His Word. I want to keep learning who He is. I want the things I'm learning to become part of how I live. And today, I made a decision that reminded me just how much my prior

September began with questions, not answers. What started as doubt and uncertainty slowly became a season of surrender, preparation, labor pains, and deeper trust in God. This is my day by day record of becoming while the story is still unfolding.

Before September ever began, August was already preparing me for what was next. What looked like rearranging, clearing out, and making changes around my home was actually the beginning of a much deeper season of preparation, release, and becoming.

There’s something people don’t always realize about healing: it doesn’t stop because you become visible. Just because you see me on a stage, speaking life, encouraging women, or walking in purpose does not mean I have arrived. It does not mean every wound is fully healed or every lesson has been mastered. I am still becoming. I still have moments where I need clarity. I still have areas where God is refining me. I still battle emotions, uncertainty, and the temptation to resp

There was a season in my life where I truly believed I was failing. Failing as a mother. Failing in relationships. Failing in my goals. Failing in my healing. Failing in becoming who I believed God called me to be. But what I’ve learned now is this: I wasn’t failing — I was learning. I was being stretched. I was being developed. We live in a world where if something doesn’t work the first time, we call it failure. But God doesn’t call it failure — He calls it process. The Pra